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    Sunday, October 12th, 2008
    2:28 am
    Neutron Bomb Wishlist
    There are indeed so few people of color at McCain events that a black senior writer from The Tallahassee Democrat was mistakenly ejected by the Secret Service from a campaign rally in Panama City in August, even though he was standing with other reporters and showed his credentials. His only apparent infraction was to look glaringly out of place.

    NYT

    Saturday, August 30th, 2008
    7:57 pm
    Overheard Vol. 1
    Have you read this comic called mice? It's by this guy named Schindler. It's supposed to be sad but I kept laughing because everyone were mice.

    This was in an gallery curated by Art Spiegelman.
    Tuesday, August 5th, 2008
    8:09 pm
    Monday, July 14th, 2008
    7:27 pm
    No one knows how to make pizza here and for some reason its acceptable to sell nazi shit in head shops.
    Wednesday, June 11th, 2008
    10:44 pm
    Mom Post
    Photobucket
    This is me once I start being a TA.

    My mom rulez, she takes the trolley to cut down on global warming even though she drives a total pussy wagon and drinks hella cheap beers with me 8) 8) 8).

    Please post your thoughts re: rad moms.

    TIA (Thanks in Advance).

    Moms rule.
    Sunday, June 1st, 2008
    10:09 pm
    Monday, April 28th, 2008
    12:50 am
    The only thing finishing your thesis does is turn tangible panic into intangible panic.


    I'm graduating in about a month. Of course, I'll probably be back in school in September going after some more letters. Still, it's a pretty strange feeling. I guess I'm in the same place I was when I came here, although I'm not as hopeful as I was then.

    I'm not going to take part in any of the graduation ceremonies. During the last three years I've become pretty estranged from campus, and really don't see any reason to participate. Still, I'm sad to see that whatever is left of New College's unique identity is dying out. I think it was already dying when I first came here, but it seems to have advanced. But at the same time, I'm not a stakeholder and I'm not taking advantage of that unique identity anymore. Being at graduation would just drive that point home.

    Hopefully leaving the country will remove some of the burden of the current political situation from my heart and mind. Really the only emotion I feel towards my countrymen anymore is contempt.


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    Friday, April 18th, 2008
    8:46 pm
    <3 Farm Subsidies


    Try to find the connection between this and this.
    Friday, March 7th, 2008
    8:56 pm
    <3 Crazy People


    In the future all communication will be reduced to youtube links.
    Friday, January 18th, 2008
    10:42 pm
    I'm weak
    LJ deletion lasted 3 days.

    Does anyone know of some relatively cheap, non-permanent stuff I can put on my walls that won't make me look like a shithead 21 year old?
    Monday, January 14th, 2008
    7:59 pm
    I wish the West Texas highway was a Mobius Strip
    Photobucket
    I lost my glasses New Years Eve. I got new glasses yesterday. The thirteen days in between were interesting. Seeing faces is pretty important. Seeing cars less so.

    Within a twelve hour time period I found out that two kids I know died then the next day I saw a corpse en route to Taco Bell.

    The Mountain Goats are still the best band in the universe.

    I really haven't done anything since I got back to Sarasota aside from eating and sleeping. Hopefully this changes in the near future so I can graduate this year. Maybe as November 4th approaches my increasing irritability will make me give a fuck more.

    I'm looking more and more at joining the Peace Corps after graduation. I'm only applying to a few grad schools now, and if something really great doesn't show up I'll probably want to get out into the field. Attending the AEA conference really made me realize that the importance of getting a good dataset, and two years in the developing world would give me plenty of questions to answer later down the line.
    Monday, December 17th, 2007
    1:46 am
    Things are looking up.
    I have a thing or two to do then I'll be done with work for a good two weeks. Really all I want to do is go back to Panama City, sleep ten hours a day and see some people I miss.

    Adrian, I'm coming up on the 18th, but I probably won't get into town until later that night. Hopefully we can get up either then or the next day.

    In many ways, this is the best I've felt in a long time.
    Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
    9:32 pm
    For fans of: Gold. Not for fans of: Black People.


    If you turn out the lights, look in the mirror and say Ron Paul three times he'll appear.

    R.I.P. Pimp C
    Tuesday, October 30th, 2007
    4:11 pm
    Originally Here

    I’d like to digress from my usual analysis of insurgent strategy and tactics to speak out on an issue of grave importance to Small Wars Journal readers. We, as a nation, are having a crisis of honor.

    Last week the Attorney General nominee Judge Michael Mukasey refused to define waterboarding terror suspects as torture. On the same day MSNBC television pundit and former Republican Congressman Joe Scarborough quickly spoke out in its favor. On his morning television broadcast, he asserted, without any basis in fact, that the efficacy of the waterboard a viable tool to be used on Al Qaeda suspects.

    Scarborough said, "For those who don't know, waterboarding is what we did to Khalid Sheikh Mohammed, who is the Al Qaeda number two guy that planned 9/11. And he talked …" He then speculated that “If you ask Americans whether they think it's okay for us to waterboard in a controlled environment … 90% of Americans will say 'yes.'” Sensing that what he was saying sounded extreme, he then claimed he did not support torture but that waterboarding was debatable as a technique: "You know, that's the debate. Is waterboarding torture? … I don't want the United States to engage in the type of torture that [Senator] John McCain had to endure."

    In fact, waterboarding is just the type of torture then Lt. Commander John McCain had to endure at the hands of the North Vietnamese. As a former Master Instructor and Chief of Training at the US Navy Survival, Evasion, Resistance and Escape School (SERE) in San Diego, California I know the waterboard personally and intimately. SERE staff were required undergo the waterboard at its fullest. I was no exception. I have personally led, witnessed and supervised waterboarding of hundreds of people. It has been reported that both the Army and Navy SERE school’s interrogation manuals were used to form the interrogation techniques used by the US army and the CIA for its terror suspects. What was not mentioned in most articles was that SERE was designed to show how an evil totalitarian, enemy would use torture at the slightest whim. If this is the case, then waterboarding is unquestionably being used as torture technique.

    The carnival-like he-said, she-said of the legality of Enhanced Interrogation Techniques has become a form of doublespeak worthy of Catch-22. Having been subjected to them all, I know these techniques, if in fact they are actually being used, are not dangerous when applied in training for short periods. However, when performed with even moderate intensity over an extended time on an unsuspecting prisoner – it is torture, without doubt. Couple that with waterboarding and the entire medley not only “shock the conscience” as the statute forbids -it would terrify you. Most people can not stand to watch a high intensity kinetic interrogation. One has to overcome basic human decency to endure watching or causing the effects. The brutality would force you into a personal moral dilemma between humanity and hatred. It would leave you to question the meaning of what it is to be an American.

    We live at a time where Americans, completely uninformed by an incurious media and enthralled by vengeance-based fantasy television shows like “24”, are actually cheering and encouraging such torture as justifiable revenge for the September 11 attacks. Having been a rescuer in one of those incidents and personally affected by both attacks, I am bewildered at how casually we have thrown off the mantle of world-leader in justice and honor. Who we have become? Because at this juncture, after Abu Ghraieb and other undignified exposed incidents of murder and torture, we appear to have become no better than our opponents.

    With regards to the waterboard, I want to set the record straight so the apologists can finally embrace the fact that they condone and encourage torture.

    History’s Lessons Ignored

    Before arriving for my assignment at SERE, I traveled to Cambodia to visit the torture camps of the Khmer Rouge. The country had just opened for tourism and the effect of the genocide was still heavy in the air. I wanted to know how real torturers and terror camp guards would behave and learn how to resist them from survivors of such horrors. I had previously visited the Nazi death camps Dachau and Bergen-Belsen. I had met and interviewed survivors of Buchenwald, Auschwitz and Magdeburg when I visited Yad Vashem in Jerusalem. However, it was in the S-21 death camp known as Tuol Sleng, in downtown Phnom Penh, where I found a perfectly intact inclined waterboard. Next to it was the painting on how it was used. It was cruder than ours mainly because they used metal shackles to strap the victim down, and a tin flower pot sprinkler to regulate the water flow rate, but it was the same device I would be subjected to a few weeks later.

    On a Mekong River trip, I met a 60-year-old man, happy to be alive and a cheerful travel companion, who survived the genocide and torture … he spoke openly about it and gave me a valuable lesson: “If you want to survive, you must learn that ‘walking through a low door means you have to be able to bow.’” He told his interrogators everything they wanted to know including the truth. They rarely stopped. In torture, he confessed to being a hermaphrodite, a CIA spy, a Buddhist Monk, a Catholic Bishop and the son of the king of Cambodia. He was actually just a school teacher whose crime was that he once spoke French. He remembered “the Barrel” version of waterboarding quite well. Head first until the water filled the lungs, then you talk.

    Once at SERE and tasked to rewrite the Navy SERE program for the first time since the Vietnam War, we incorporated interrogation and torture techniques from the Middle East, Latin America and South Asia into the curriculum. In the process, I studied hundreds of classified written reports, dozens of personal memoirs of American captives from the French-Indian Wars and the American Revolution to the Argentinean ‘Dirty War’ and Bosnia. There were endless hours of videotaped debriefings from World War Two, Korea, Vietnam and Gulf War POWs and interrogators. I devoured the hundreds of pages of debriefs and video reports including those of then Commander John McCain, Colonel Nick Rowe, Lt. Dieter Dengler and Admiral James Stockdale, the former Senior Ranking Officer of the Hanoi Hilton. All of them had been tortured by the Vietnamese, Pathet Lao or Cambodians. The minutiae of North Vietnamese torture techniques was discussed with our staff advisor and former Hanoi Hilton POW Doug Hegdahl as well as discussions with Admiral Stockdale himself. The waterboard was clearly one of the tools dictators and totalitarian regimes preferred.

    There is No Debate Except for Torture Apologists

    1. Waterboarding is a torture technique. Period. There is no way to gloss over it or sugarcoat it. It has no justification outside of its limited role as a training demonstrator. Our service members have to learn that the will to survive requires them accept and understand that they may be subjected to torture, but that America is better than its enemies and it is one’s duty to trust in your nation and God, endure the hardships and return home with honor.

    2. Waterboarding is not a simulation. Unless you have been strapped down to the board, have endured the agonizing feeling of the water overpowering your gag reflex, and then feel your throat open and allow pint after pint of water to involuntarily fill your lungs, you will not know the meaning of the word.

    Waterboarding is a controlled drowning that, in the American model, occurs under the watch of a doctor, a psychologist, an interrogator and a trained strap-in/strap-out team. It does not simulate drowning, as the lungs are actually filling with water. There is no way to simulate that. The victim is drowning. How much the victim is to drown depends on the desired result (in the form of answers to questions shouted into the victim’s face) and the obstinacy of the subject. A team doctor watches the quantity of water that is ingested and for the physiological signs which show when the drowning effect goes from painful psychological experience, to horrific suffocating punishment to the final death spiral.

    Waterboarding is slow motion suffocation with enough time to contemplate the inevitability of black out and expiration –usually the person goes into hysterics on the board. For the uninitiated, it is horrifying to watch and if it goes wrong, it can lead straight to terminal hypoxia. When done right it is controlled death. Its lack of physical scarring allows the victim to recover and be threaten with its use again and again.

    Call it “Chinese Water Torture,” “the Barrel,” or “the Waterfall,” it is all the same. Whether the victim is allowed to comply or not is usually left up to the interrogator. Many waterboard team members, even in training, enjoy the sadistic power of making the victim suffer and often ask questions as an after thought. These people are dangerous and predictable and when left unshackled, unsupervised or undetected they bring us the murderous abuses seen at Abu Ghraieb, Baghram and Guantanamo. No doubt, to avoid human factors like fear and guilt someone has created a one-button version that probably looks like an MRI machine with high intensity waterjets.

    3. If you support the use of waterboarding on enemy captives, you support the use of that torture on any future American captives. The Small Wars Council had a spirited discussion about this earlier in the year, especially when former Marine Generals Krulak and Hoar rejected all arguments for torture.

    Evan Wallach wrote a brilliant history of the use of waterboarding as a war crime and the open acceptance of it by the administration in an article for Columbia Journal for Transnational Law. In it he describes how the ideological Justice Department lawyer, John Yoo validated the current dilemma we find ourselves in by asserting that the President had powers above and beyond the Constitution and the Congress:

    “Congress doesn’t have the power to tie the President’s hands in regard to torture as an interrogation technique....It’s the core of the Commander-in-Chief function. They can’t prevent the President from ordering torture.”

    That is an astounding assertion. It reflects a basic disregard for the law of the United States, the Constitution and basic moral decency.

    Another MSNBC commentator defended the administration and stated that waterboarding is "not a new phenomenon" and that it had "been pinned on President Bush … but this has been part of interrogation for years and years and years." He is correct, but only partially. The Washington Post reported in 2006 that it was mainly America’s enemies that used it as a principal interrogation method. After World War 2, Japanese waterboard team members were tried for war crimes. In Vietnam, service members were placed under investigation when a photo of a field-expedient waterboarding became publicly known.

    Torture in captivity simulation training reveals there are ways an enemy can inflict punishment which will render the subject wholly helpless and which will generally overcome his willpower. The torturer will trigger within the subject a survival instinct, in this case the ability to breathe, which makes the victim instantly pliable and ready to comply. It is purely and simply a tool by which to deprive a human being of his ability to resist through physical humiliation. The very concept of an American Torturer is an anathema to our values.

    I concur strongly with the opinions of professional interrogators like Colonel Stewart Herrington, and victims of torture like Senator John McCain. If you want consistent, accurate and reliable intelligence, be inquisitive, analytical, patient but most of all professional, amiable and compassionate.

    Who will complain about the new world-wide embrace of torture? America has justified it legally at the highest levels of government. Even worse, the administration has selectively leaked supposed successes of the water board such as the alleged Khalid Sheik Mohammed confessions. However, in the same breath the CIA sources for the Washington Post noted that in Mohammed’s case they got information but "not all of it reliable." Of course, when you waterboard you get all the magic answers you want -because remember, the subject will talk. They all talk! Anyone strapped down will say anything, absolutely anything to get the torture to stop. Torture. Does. Not. Work.

    According to the President, this is not a torture, so future torturers in other countries now have an American legal basis to perform the acts. Every hostile intelligence agency and terrorist in the world will consider it a viable tool, which can be used with impunity. It has been turned into perfectly acceptable behavior for information finding.

    A torture victim can be made to say anything by an evil nation that does not abide by humanity, morality, treaties or rule of law. Today we are on the verge of becoming that nation. Is it possible that September 11 hurt us so much that we have decided to gladly adopt the tools of KGB, the Khmer Rouge, the Nazi Gestapo, the North Vietnamese, the North Koreans and the Burmese Junta?

    What next if the waterboarding on a critical the captive doesn’t work and you have a timetable to stop the “ticking bomb” scenario? Electric shock to the genitals? Taking a pregnant woman and electrocuting the fetus inside her? Executing a captive’s children in front of him? Dropping live people from an airplane over the ocean? It has all been done by governments seeking information. All claimed the same need to stop the ticking bomb. It is not a far leap from torture to murder, especially if the subject is defiant. Are we willing to trade our nation’s soul for tactical intelligence?

    Is There a Place for the Waterboard?

    Yes. The waterboard must go back to the realm of SERE training our operators, soldiers, sailors, airmen and Marines. We must now double our efforts to prepare for its inevitable and uncontrolled use of by our future enemies.

    Until recently, only a few countries considered it effective. Now American use of the waterboard as an interrogation tool has assuredly guaranteed that our service members and agents who are captured or detained by future enemies will be subject to it as part of the most routine interrogations. Forget threats, poor food, the occasional face slap and sexual assaults. This was not a dignified ‘taking off the gloves’; this was descending to the level of our opposition in an equally brutish and ugly way. Waterboarding will be one our future enemy’s go-to techniques because we took the gloves off to brutal interrogation. Now our enemies will take the gloves off and thank us for it.

    There may never again be a chance that Americans will benefit from the shield of outrage and public opinion when our future enemy uses of torture. Brutal interrogation, flash murder and extreme humiliation of American citizens, agents and members of the armed forces may now be guaranteed because we have mindlessly, but happily, broken the seal on the Pandora’s box of indignity, cruelty and hatred in the name of protecting America. To defeat Bin Laden many in this administration have openly embraced the methods of by Hitler, Pinochet, Pol Pot, Galtieri and Saddam Hussein.

    Not A Fair Trade for America’s Honor

    I have stated publicly and repeatedly that I would personally cut Bin Laden’s heart out with a plastic MRE spoon if we per chance meet on the battlefield. Yet, once captive I believe that the better angels of our nature and our nation’s core values would eventually convince any terrorist that they indeed have erred in their murderous ways. Once convicted in a fair, public tribunal, they would have the rest of their lives, however short the law makes it, to come to terms with their God and their acts.

    This is not enough for our President. He apparently secretly ordered the core American values of fairness and justice to be thrown away in the name of security from terrorists. He somehow determined that the honor the military, the CIA and the nation itself was an acceptable trade for the superficial knowledge of the machinations of approximately 2,000 terrorists, most of whom are being decimated in Iraq or martyring themselves in Afghanistan. It is a short sighted and politically motivated trade that is simply disgraceful. There is no honor here.

    It is outrageous that American officials, including the Attorney General and a legion of minions of lower rank have not only embraced this torture but have actually justified it, redefined it to a misdemeanor, brought it down to the level of a college prank and then bragged about it. The echo chamber that is the American media now views torture as a heroic and macho.

    Torture advocates hide behind the argument that an open discussion about specific American interrogation techniques will aid the enemy. Yet, convicted Al Qaeda members and innocent captives who were released to their host nations have already debriefed the world through hundreds of interviews, movies and documentaries on exactly what methods they were subjected to and how they endured. In essence, our own missteps have created a cadre of highly experienced lecturers for Al Qaeda’s own virtual SERE school for terrorists.

    Congressional leaders from both sides of the aisle need to stand up for American values and clearly specify that coercive interrogation using the waterboard is torture and, except for limited examples of training our service members and intelligence officers, it should be stopped completely and finally –oh, and this time without a Presidential signing statement reinterpreting the law.
    Sunday, September 30th, 2007
    10:39 pm
    SUNDAY FUNDAY T FACTS
    FACT: T thinks Miller Chill tastes like a mix of crushed up Doritos and urine.

    FACT: T thinks that if he could have any superpower, it would be to have a trunk. But if he was going to be any animal, it would be a duck.

    FACT: T was originally going to write a fake wikipedia entry about himself but HTML formatting is insufferable so he lowered his sights.

    FACT: T's thesis is overly ambitious and chaotic.

    FACT: T thinks that 'boner' is the funniest word around.

    FACT: T has a tendency to air drum in the car and at concerts. T hates himself because of this.

    FACT: T thinks someone got shot in his apartment complex because he heard two loud bangs 30 minutes ago and now five cop cars are here and they are taping things off.

    FACT: T's stream is getting weaker as he gets older, and it reminds him of his own mortality.

    FACT: T wishes he didn't live in Florida so he could wear winter clothes more often.

    I'm like the fly Malcolm X, "Buy any jeans necessary".
    Friday, June 8th, 2007
    9:27 pm
    T live journal post template.
    Do you wish your posts could be as good as mine? Do people just not give a fuck about your sex life? No one is feeling your poetry? Stone Phillips?!

    Follow this guide and you'll be back up to speed in know time. Or as Frank the Livejournal Goat would say, "Baaaaaaaaaaaaaack to speed." See that's the type of quality I'm talking about.

    1) Copy/Paste. Its not lazy, its postmodern.

    2) Vague reference to current life event/experience. Hope that someone responds wanting clarification, thereby increasing my comment count. It never fucking works.

    3) Filler. Related to 1.

    4) Brief moment of earnestness. Done for the same reason as 2.

    5) Lists. Cosmo loves them and so should you.

    T note: 2 is pretty meta.
    Tuesday, June 5th, 2007
    8:25 pm
    You catch the ortolan with a net spread up in the forest canopy. Take it alive. Take it home. Poke out its eyes and put it in a small cage. Force-feed it oats and millet and figs until it has swollen to four times its normal size. Drown it in brandy. Roast it whole, in an oven at high heat, for six to eight minutes. Bring it to the table. Place a cloth—a napkin will do—over your head to hide your cruelty from the sight of God. Put the whole bird into your mouth, with only the beak protruding from your lips. Bite. Put the beak on your plate and begin chewing, gently. You will taste three things: First, the sweetness of the flesh and fat. This is God. Then, the bitterness of the guts will begin to overwhelm you. This is the suffering of Jesus. Finally, as your teeth break the small, delicate bones and they begin to lacerate your gums, you will taste the salt of your own blood, mingling with the richness of the fat and the bitterness of the organs. This is the Holy Spirit, the mystery of the Trinity—three united as one. It is cruel. And beautiful. According to Claude Souvenir, chewing the ortolan takes approximately 15 minutes.


    I inadvertently met a war criminal today!

    Fortunately no pictures were taken of the handshake.
    Tuesday, May 1st, 2007
    12:08 am
    American Apparel's conquest of the internet was swift and merciless.

    Edit: Jesus, my LJ posts are terrible.
    Monday, January 15th, 2007
    10:22 pm
    Don't forget to celebrate the appropriation of a powerful revolutionary and classist movement into a holiday that supports the status quo of the white elite. You can do it again on labor day! At least on the fake American one.
    Monday, December 25th, 2006
    11:44 pm
    I got a sex astrology book.

    This is the best christmas ever.
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